♥ Friday, October 31, 10/31/2008
31 Oct, Halloween Partying.
Ben suggested to go over to Zouk to see ppl with different themes. Johnson and Bryan UNCLE tagged along. (why bryan UNCLE? reason: a lil boy INSISTED to call him UNCLE and CLAIMED tt hes 30!!!!!! wen hes only 23. HAHA.. how sad!)Hot Fav: Animals, Cartoon Characters, Occupations, SCARY CHARACTERS. Some went in a grp with the same link theme, some dressed in Aninals (rabbit, giraffe,etc..), one dressed like a Pregnant MAN????????? wad a theme, some dressed in Scary characters (dead school girls/boys, dead surgeons, dead bride, ghost(I tink Yanx mummy can take up tis role quite well.. hahaha), vampires, chinese zombies- I felt it was a weird way, authentically Asian.Johnson said: wad if really theres ghosts ard in e club, can u figure out which is which? SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAWe didnt get in, but just to experience the ghostly and werid night for a moment. And we didn't wanto scare ourselves off further more haha.I absolutely fancy spending time with those three, they make me realised the beauty of true friendships. The wonders of bonding. How beautiful it is to see it all blossoming, and growing into a rose of truth, that binds us all tgt. haha, They make a splendid party, and im just exhilarated to have them in my life. I looove YOUs!Anw, whining to Ben is so entertaining. He like totally gets frustrated like a father who just wants to strangle his kid. hahahahahaand i like WAFFLES.
more please!
There are times in life when we have to just forget all about it and move on, but its so damn tough. You thought you knew it meant something, but then something else unravels and you feel so stranded. How are you to get out of it even though it hurts in any circumstances? How are you to stop these feelings even when you know it isnt possible or rather difficult? How do you stop yourself from reacting? The fact is, you cant. Its human nature, and how the hell can you fight that? you can never.. gosh, im just a bit taken aback. Heavy hearts, some might say. But what are we to do?
I really don't know. ):
♥ Wednesday, October 29, 10/29/2008
): Sometimes i feel is such a drag to go for trng. Not tt im losing passion or what, but.. can u imagine trng alone? or sometimes w the secondary guys.. tho the standard is quite the same, but.. days wen I hv to train alone is all my DETERMINATION. Especially trackers. It is not just abt trng, you need to worry abt yr slping time, yr proper meals, yr massage/physio. So much to worry abt. IS NOT EASY. Recently I'm so super unfit. No. not tt I slp late. Usually I slp before 12. I need to cut down my slping time to a max of 8hours. Now I can easily slp up to 12hrs w/o waking up): ): I MISS MY TEAMMATES!!!!! hais.
I do appreciate ppl ard me tt help me in track and everything. The encouraging words, the PUSHING, the praise. Seriously w/o them. I woud probably be a road sweeper or something. Thanks to Mrs Tioh(my coach), she NEVER give up on me, even tho sometimes i wanna give up on myself. Johnson the 24hours frien who nv fail to encourage me. My family, for the great support. Thanks so much. I'l continue to train. I promsied.
The people.The hidden romances.The act of taking someone for granted.We find it oh-so-amusing, despite its effects.But hey, thats life.So many ups and downs.We need to live with the fact that things will never be what we conjure it up to be, neither will it flow smoothly. For this is life. And life, is lke a rollar coaster.We want to find a place, where we belong. Cheesy as this may sound, it is something that we really want.
But we often pray for.. a place,Where we can speak our mind,Where we can sing all we want,Where we will jump around and have people jumping with us,Where we will do weird things without a worry.
Where we r not afraid to share how we feel,Where we r comfortable,Where we know we'r not being judged,Where we know we'r not alone. Such a strewed semester, a strewed month, everything in a messed, added up to have turbulent mood swings. mel how!!!!!!
♥ Monday, October 27, 10/27/2008
Long post.
It has been absolutely crazy these few days, 3 days str at gardens. I've been eating ravenously. It's TERRIBLE. And all this going out.. my wallet gets thinner and flatter, haha.
Last thur- I met Ben, Mich and Bryan in gardens for dinner at chomp2. These foodhunt people are a crazy, we really eat our hearts out! I couldn't stop laughing, My jaws are still very sore. After which we head to ice-cube.. the waffle was FABULOUS.
Last fri- Again, I met up with Ben in gardens, we had sushi tei for lunch. Went home.. Slept the whole afternn.. was really tired. I hate trng in the morn. Evening time met up with Johnson, AGAIN BEN, Mich and Jiahui. Johnson drove us up to Johor for seafood. It was WAHHHHH.. cos the bill cost a BOMB.. I tink the person serving us got real shocked.. as those is FOC. Man.. we were really up to so much nonsense, wahahahaha( Weird smiles and all those names! Lovin' it all(:
Last sat- Wakeboard with Johnson and his friends at east coast. It was so FUNNNNNN! Seeing them do the backroll, 180degree WOWWW. I did improved from the previous time ok. I met Genesia, Huilee, Shuzhen and Meiting for dinner at CHOMP2. After tt we head over to ice-cube for their waffle(is a routine man.. chomp2+ice-cube=gardens) haha. I would strongly recommend their waffle.. I tink I probably can eat 5 of tt.. After tt wen i reached home.. Sharon and me decided to go over to GARDENS to chill out. Gosh.. I'm kinda scared to go gardens alr. haha. Met her at 1030.. ate a lil over at chomp2 for supper, went over to liquid kitchen for wine.. after tt we went to this place(cant rem the name of the place) their ice-cream sucks. They served me with melted ice-cream):
Last sun- Went jogging with my dad at 530AM!!!! Jogged with my eyes half closed hahaha. I realised that I'm at a complete loss when it comes to activies in the morn. My legs just refused to move fast): I met up with Sam to chill at demsey. We ate yummy finger food and my fav red wine at Quaruba’r. The jokes, the laughters, the pigging out, the desserts! Gosh. I love your company. You make me glad tt i did not spend such a day slping. It was indeed a very special night(:
I was hearing the song bye3 on radio.. den the memory stick kicks in. Sec 1, ohmygod. I joined my DANCE CLASS with Lintai and Weixiang. GOSH. Stone can dance? hahaha. erm.. dancing helps to take things off my minds and focus on steps, on groove. By dance, I mean those by lessons where pressure is added to complete the dance as expected from your instructor.(my instructor LINTAI) sadistic as it sounds, i added stress to myself in other aspects to take away from the original one.. or even without instructors, it helps you to take away the stress by focusing on the music. I miss LOH JIAMIN'S char kway teow moves(:
This gonna be random.
The feelings makes one feel so vulnerable, so irrational. Sometimes one wish not to acknowledge it, dismiss it or even neglect it. Yet to face it is so courageous, so brave.
Patience, or shld it be referred to as determination? To walk the extra mile, to wait and to cheer. The reason given that another brings a smile, hence the desire. The honey words. How will one know that they are not? The respect, the sacrifice, the guarantees. How will one know they are truths? So what makes one carry on with love?
