♥ Wednesday, October 22, 10/22/2008
รักสามเศร้า -พริกไทย
นับจากวันนั้น วันที่เธอทิ้ง
ฉันต้องยอมรับความจริง แม้ว่ามันไม่ง่ายเลย
นับจากวันนั้น ฉันก็เจอเค้า
เค้าที่คอยเช็ดน้ำตา คอยดูแลไม่ห่าง
อย่าร้อง เค้าบอกกับฉันว่าอย่าร้อง
มีเค้าทั้งคนจะคอย อยู่ข้างฉัน
และแล้วและเราทั้งสองก็ได้คบ และไปด้วยดีทำไม
เธอกลับมา เอาตอนนี้
คนหนึ่งเค้าช่างดีกับฉัน จะทิ้งเค้าลงยังไง
คนหนึ่งเคยทิ้งไป แต่รักไม่เคยจางหาย
ฉันไม่ใช่เจ้าหญิงจากไหน ก็คงต้องเลือกสักทาง
ทางที่รักสามเศร้าต้องจบ
นับจากวันนี้ ฉันต้องเข้มแข็ง
ระหว่างคนที่รักเรา หรือว่ารักครั้งก่อน
Yesterday was memorable(: meet Mich and Johnson first.. den we head to town to meet Ben's friends tgt for dinner. We ate at PS.. had many many pizza. My jaws are still aching from then but i feel absolutely comfortable in our conversations and laughter and what really tugged my heart, was that Ben's friends, they actually remembered me. I was very impressed. After so so so long.. and that despite the large age gap, we were able to talk with such ease.
After which we head to esplanade to give Ben a surprise. He had guitar performance there.. he's the GUITAR HERO!!! haha.. i must say, the night was the highlight.
Then suddenly i heard someone shouted my name so loudly.. it was LUKER!!!!!!!!!!! My gosh.. for some reason, I alws exclaim or laugh out loud when i see him =P hahaha what to do.. corny as it sounds.. seeing his face does bring me much joy(:
I was quite anxious at first.. this anxiety evaporated as we had much fun talking and queuing for a place there. Ben is such a alcoholic k(*mel pls control him haha) he drank so much tt he couldn't even drive home.. and Johnson had to fetch him back.. feels like gay wen u see how Johnson carried Ben hahahaha.. cant stop laughing.. two muscular guys gay-ing haha. It's really fun to be with this grp of friends.. i truly enjoy alws(: (: Anw, thanks Johnson for sending all of us back.. and i know ul slp in class ltr! haha
I WANNA GO THAILAND AND VISIT KUNYA & YANX MUMMY!!!!): ):
Ben you wanna go w me? Since you having holi too.. haha
♥ Monday, October 20, 10/20/2008
I'm scared.. n it leads me to be in depression.. as for now i feel like i'm a big fish in a lil pond.. tts noth much i can do. I made it known. Everything becomes a dread, and thats what i hate. This incident just affirms my decision. at least for now... but one by one, the smiles the laughters n the apologising to resolve dissolves those unpleasant stuff. And now i'm stuck in the middle. I gave myself a week, and now maybe i shld give myself another week or 2 before i could tell. DEPRESSION.I cannot take how things are changing. It's beyond me but its too unacceptable for me. Now i really crave that my angel will take me to the other side.. of what i think is heaven QUICKLY for current environment is turning into hell.It's true that many of us are facing different spheres in life that may trigger many emotional upheaval.. good and bad n what not. Lets hope we all get over it soon k! HANG IN THERE PEOPLE!treewadee & kunya!
you guys wear sunglasses at night?
ฉันอยากพบคุณ
ฉันหวังว่าคุณจะมาอยู่เคียงข้างฉัน
ฉันคิดถึงคุณมากๆ เลยครับ(: (:
♥ Sunday, October 19, 10/19/2008
What a tiring saturday.Three ppl had their bdae celebration today.. but it's not their actual bdae date. And i only managed to go for two. Ben and Sandra bdae. gosh. Two diff places, so far apart. At least i went. Sorry tat i couldn't go for Desi bdae cos e venue keep changing and i was tired to travel.Birthday celebrations is a joy! It can get exhausting but to see the smile, to be able to spend time together, to be brought together again.. everything just feels better. I love my friends! The clicks, the weehour adventures/surprises, the many YOUs whom i treasure. Anw, thanks guys for the delicious yummy food. haha. i tink i gain 2kg?? after todae.. gosh. cant imagine how much i ate. tts crazy.Supposed to meet SOMEONE but SOMEONE back out on appointment. If i promised to meet i definitely will la.. erm.. this tells me to plan my sat properly. argh.Johnson and i met up in Town first(he waited with me but SOMEONE back out), before we proceeding to east coast to meet Ben, Mich and JIAHUI, who i had not seen for eons! Initially there was a huge crowd and messy. I thought we had to stand at the back, but a confident Ben went, "No la! Sure can go in front! This sorta thing, must enter from the side. Follow me!" True enough, we made it halfway. Then.. we realised, it's full-house! But Ben suggested to wait, so we waited for not long. Hmm.. a very relaxing time of chilling and laughter, in the middle of the night there. The view was great. The music was fantastic, soft, slow.. PERFECT.. and also the place was quiet, not tt theres no one but the tables/chairs were all space out. I thought it was wonderful. It was tranquility at its best. I really loved it. Most importantly, the wine is smooth, vodka mixed was jus nice(: Satisfied.Then, on an absolute whim, Ben suggested to drive up for seafood tonight. I make sure you go bankrupt haha.Consequences consequences and consequences. Sometimes i'm so tired abt being binded by it. maybe thats how those youths feel too. yet we can't run away from the word "responsibility". Dumb the consequences away for the time being.. I'm running away from it.
I pray.
YANX MUMMY! COME BACK SOON(: (:
