ZETENG
30 June, AUT, Sport Science
WAKEBOARDING.ilove

coconut_zeteng@hotmail.com



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background: lyricaltragedy

i just came back from supper with johnson and his friends. after witnessing an incident with one of my friend's friend, it really made an impression on me. how a teenager is capable of such angst, violence, rage... betrayal, sadness and confusion.. and the vital importance of family and friends. we take for granted their critical roles.. instead, lashing at them, causing them worry and suffering all for the sake of one's selfish thoughts and indulgence.



goodnight johnson, goodnight all(: /12:09 am

crashed sam's house last night. cos we'r supposed to watch some hong kong drama. and so we can dwell in sweetness tgt. hahaha. but ended up watching tv cos if drama means we'l slp superrrrrrrr late. and we felt a lil tired tho. she fed me alot of snacks, ALOT. but i prefer pizza. HAHA. ok shut up zeteng!


weehong is full of nonsense and yuen feng is a pushover, is nice to bash verbally, is so gullible, yuen feng? just get her to do whatever, take full advantage of her. hahahaha. coach like yuen feng cos she smileeeee NON-STOP!!! i wonder why! heh.




sometimes, it’s just thinking.
this thinking is solely on my part, solely on what i wanted.
i know you don’t, or at least i think so. because that’s just the way it is.
and it was confirmed by the involved too.
there’s always someone who gives, and someone who takes.
and now i willingly want to share my time, but it doesn’t seem to get through.
i need to quickly avoid these thoughts of disappointment.
right now.

johnson's mum make dumplings yster, and asked me over to try. heh. his mum specially make two with just mushroom and salted egg inside, cos she know i loveeeee it. heh. feeling sooooooo happy. (: (: i ate 3, cos is so yummmmy.. feeling all full now haha. taste better than those they sell at shopping centres.

anw, thanks sebastian, weehong, ah ben and johnson. really! in running, they never give up on me, NEVER! even when i alws complain tt i'm feeling quite lack of motivation, but they are there to remind and nag at me. especially sebastian. i really really appreciated it. (:

steer clear? or bring yourself closer? hmmm.

the closer we are to something, the more it hurts. and the more we try to move away, the more difficult it gets. i've tried time and again to constantly remember that nothing is infinite. that nothing will ever be how you want it to be, no matter how perfect it once was. that things will eventually change, and we will somehow find ourselves stranded should we choose to back away, or even to carry on. im not quite sure on how to restrain myself. to stop thinking and pull back, just so to see things from a different perspective. what others see could very well be the truth, or are we the puppets that make things seem the way they are? do we manipulate the scenario and create unrealistic conclusions that deem beneficial to our wants, or are things plainly the way they seem? hmmm.. i have a feeling you may not understand, and there are times when i dont either. i just want to stop thinking about everything.. for now.

goodnight /12:22 am

am feeling absolutely bored now. really. it is rather annoying mundane at this time in the morning. and i dono what to do. hmm. i feel like.. having a cup of chinese tea and dim sum. yes! food makes me happy (:


well, was thinking about people, and how i cant stand those who get all touchy and look like they’re gonna screw each other at any moment now. like, yucks. i was on the train with sam on fri and there was this one couple who were hugging and touching and kissing and YUCK. i almost died just looking at them.


it made me think about how some people are just so rude. like, if you’re with a group of friends, it’s okay to stick to your girlfriend or boyfriend. but if there’s just one other person with you, omg, please, be considerate. your friend is there, don’t leave him or her out. stop clinging and sticking like eeky smelly glue. err..


i shall, pause, here.