♥ Wednesday, December 3, 12/03/2008
An early morning ramblings.I'm up at this unearthly hour at 4:02 am and i cant seem t fall aslp. ): fuzzy mind, entangled thoughts, it's killing me.i hope my brain attempt suicide now, but instead, my heart just, stopped. and the more flasback scene, my jaw will just dislocate, cos it cant get any lower. my perfect world is shattering. you probably might think i'm weak. yes, im. very. i'm learning to be STRONG! but tis will take quite a while. i'm at sam's house but shes slping and shes ignoring me. haha. johnson stay up till now to keep me company. even tho i know hes really tired. how nice to have a friend like him 24/7. wen i'm abt to fall, hes alws behide holding on me and making sure i don fall. (: (:life is like a suitcase, you need to know when to hold on and when to let go. make sense? life is like a mirror, you need to constantly reflect. hmm.. what a random post.
i'm gonna hit the sack. goodnight.