I still love(: you good great here. pls be a model!
I was disappointed. Not once, not twice, but three times.
It is rather scary knowing that these disappointments have left me fervently holding on that hope of expectation. I shared with a few others, that I would rather not have expectations whatsoever on that issue, lest I be damaged by the lack of expectation. And yet, I have failed to stand by what I want, and let myself hope.
What I absolutely could not stand was when you brought in the past just to lecture me on how I should live my life. If you knew me well enough, you would know I'm doing what I can to make my life better than it was before. And its with this incident and steer me away from all hope and expectation.
I thank you for your concern, but cant you see I'm trying? ARG
Anw, I was looking thru Upfront Models online and I saw PAUL TAN. haha. how cool