♥ Friday, November 7, 11/07/2008
Very Scandalous.
There is a possible Love Rectangle(sound beta den square). Oh me, oh my. RECTANGLE!!!! Can you imagine? gosh. Give me sometime to gasp, gape, drink in all the sweet gossip hahaha. But really, do we have the time to care about it? Apparently as human beings, YES WE DO. Who does who, who betrays who, who backstabs who.. hmm.. the juicy details. In the end.. it all comes down to one thing. Whose side do you choose to take? Remain neutral? Judge them? Forsake them? Believe the rumours? Ultimately, it all comes down to "So what do you think?" or "What do I do?" You know that if you give the answer, it might come out right or wrong. Give a Gray area answer, who knows? Somehow it might end up Black or White. Such is the sad dramedy called Life. The only thing we can do is to sit, wait and watch the show before the curtains close with you, the audience either giving a standing ovation or leaving feeling cheated. Ok i shall not go into further details.
Suddenly, a sense of doom encumbers me):Eh sharon, some pt of yr recent post like directly talking bout me haha..
Lost control? Lost control means commit suicide leh. haha. hmm.. who don get panic or depressed right? I don mean those in really major depression. Shld you say one ability to handle is not as good as urs? haha. just joking. I tink you gonna bash me up wen you see me. Or erm.. shld we say it is how one view optimistic as? These feelings are normal, especially during the teen years.(ok tho im not teen anymore). Even when minor disappointments and setbacks make people feel sad or angry and lead to one being depressed. Whether one is down with a panic stituation or having to be depressed over certain stuff, i guess its totally alrights. The negative feelings usually lessen wen time goes by. You cannot change or control your emotions. But, you can slowly learn to live peacefully with it, transmuting it and you can manage it, but you cannot control them by forcing yrself to dump it all away as quickly as you want. Eh, i dono, maybe some ppl can really control wads inside? I guess it is just one easy statement. But seriously how many can really do it w/o time? And wad happen if one meet with unforeseen circumstances and create huge impact.. can we control? Erm.. we all still need the screaming and crying to take it out on those around us. It’s extremely hard to control the feelings. Sometime we might have try to suppress on or control, but later on we end up to be in depression.. hahaha.. ok i dono wad im typing alr, i beta stop.
