The month that just passed has proven to be one of those not-so-fantastic weeks ever this entire 2008. The feelings i had, and the situations that have transpired has left me feeling rather low and relatively upset. Although i have to face all these shit, but Mel nv fail to remind me that, "life is like a rollar coaster." (:
Sometimes i tink im really really dumb. I need to learn to stop anticipating, stop hoping and stop expecting, lest i be disappointed. It is better not to wish for the stars, but rather, sulk in the rain. At least the rain may have surprising elements that can make things better than it seems.
I think i’m taking on too much just thinking about everything that is going on in my life. And so, i’ve decided the leave it in God’s hands, and pray that things will go the way it’s meant to be. The things i’ve said and done, i definitely do not regret, for i know that it was definitely for the better for others. And my dear Bryan, it's time to learn to take things as it comes. I'm sure is definitely her lost. There’s no point in thinking and trying to salvage the situation, but instead, i shall just lepak for now, like i always do. If i sound contradicting to you, it means, i'm typing w/o thinking, therefore ignore me haha.
Yesterday supposed to go swimming with the boys(sound weird if i call them MEN haha), but suddenly it rained so heavily, instead we all had to stay home): Unpredictable weather and it will continue for the next few weeks. What a damn holiday wen everyone else is having school.
During conferencing with the boys, tis topic arose, which i tink its quite funny how they answered. I cant rem all, but these are some of them..