♥ Wednesday, October 29, 10/29/2008
): Sometimes i feel is such a drag to go for trng. Not tt im losing passion or what, but.. can u imagine trng alone? or sometimes w the secondary guys.. tho the standard is quite the same, but.. days wen I hv to train alone is all my DETERMINATION. Especially trackers. It is not just abt trng, you need to worry abt yr slping time, yr proper meals, yr massage/physio. So much to worry abt. IS NOT EASY. Recently I'm so super unfit. No. not tt I slp late. Usually I slp before 12. I need to cut down my slping time to a max of 8hours. Now I can easily slp up to 12hrs w/o waking up): ): I MISS MY TEAMMATES!!!!! hais.
I do appreciate ppl ard me tt help me in track and everything. The encouraging words, the PUSHING, the praise. Seriously w/o them. I woud probably be a road sweeper or something. Thanks to Mrs Tioh(my coach), she NEVER give up on me, even tho sometimes i wanna give up on myself. Johnson the 24hours frien who nv fail to encourage me. My family, for the great support. Thanks so much. I'l continue to train. I promsied.
The people.The hidden romances.The act of taking someone for granted.We find it oh-so-amusing, despite its effects.But hey, thats life.So many ups and downs.We need to live with the fact that things will never be what we conjure it up to be, neither will it flow smoothly. For this is life. And life, is lke a rollar coaster.We want to find a place, where we belong. Cheesy as this may sound, it is something that we really want.
But we often pray for.. a place,Where we can speak our mind,Where we can sing all we want,Where we will jump around and have people jumping with us,Where we will do weird things without a worry.
Where we r not afraid to share how we feel,Where we r comfortable,Where we know we'r not being judged,Where we know we'r not alone. Such a strewed semester, a strewed month, everything in a messed, added up to have turbulent mood swings. mel how!!!!!!
