♥ Monday, September 29, 9/29/2008
There's happy endings..
just like fairy tales,
because i know that love is all about faith and trusts. (:
It's raining now at 340pm and i'm sitting infront of my com trying to type this post and at the same time the piles of notes is right infront of me. School has been draining. Combined with the unpredictable weather like today. Man, it's such a drag. I just wanna stay home and sleep. Ohmy, my eye-bags so dark or isit blue black? hahaha.
I did not realise that my mind is degenerating and is about to hang. Hence my one word replies that seems like i don't care. Seriously, most of the time, i'm just staring at the screen like a goldfish, sleeping with my eyes open. Fingers typing whatever little words my brain managed. Which is extremely little and 1 word kind. Hence, i seem disinterested. I'm sorry, i didnt mean for it to be that way. I wanted to chat, but physical and mental exhaustion limits my capacity to do some things. I even tried watching online movies to keep my brain afresh, but it occured to me at some point in time, that my eyes was watching the movie but my brain was sleeping. once again, like a goldfish.
Sometimes i wonder how Siaomei and Amanda survive. University life already not easy with the heavy workload is enuff to kill them and there's still trngs(almost everyday), and add scolding haha.. you know who! And also must manage their time in church, family and social WOWW.. they are truly someone i admire. Yes, be determined and shut up!
