IT'S SCHOOL HOLIDAY!!!!!
Meet up w Ben @ national library to revise for my upcoming ANATOMY paper.. it seems like i gonna SCORE again.. ok shut up! With his help, i tink @ least i can pass?!! No other alternative): but to just REMEMBER EVERYTHING!!! Had supper w Johnson and his friends @ Jalan Kayu.. head home..
I have had academic crisis. Guess it's because of the modules i'm currently taking, out of 4, im genuinely like none): haha. Err.. actually only ANATOMY i'm suffering for. Like.. I felt the materials i'm studying, seem to be blowing things out of proportion. It seemed so.. DISTANT, i mean beside anatomy and motivation? Like who would really care abt e nutrition if u talking abt long-term right? And theres goes the reality.. I am a student. I have to study to pass my exams (YES I MUST!!!) because truly speaking, this will help me get a diploma, which will help me in getting a job, which will help me get more money, and so i can better sustain myself . Thus, no matter what, i make sure i study hard, i have to stop meeting my friends so often and slp non-stop, so i can study more. I study so much that it become a habit. I detach myself from everything else. I continue this meaningless path, just for the mere purpose of ensuring that ill be able to survive and live well. After all, in the future, i'll just be working for the sake of wage. what does wage do? It helps me get more food and shelter. Like an animal haha..
It was quite daunting, having the thought that it's coming to e end of the year, means one year older (i wish i can be twenty forever haha) and tt means i've to tink what have i been doing this whole year round.. not trying to past time. Despite the many mistakes i've made.. i've got good and memorable one too(:
I truly enjoy their company(: (: